I have never in my entire life had such an intense mixture of feelings. I feel so alone and worthless… Read more Lost
How would you define a cult? My personal definition prior to doing any sort of research was a group of… Read more A Cult?!?
It has been far too long since my last blog. I find blogging comforting. Even if no one in… Read more It’s been awhile
Today, my parents called my husband’s phone…. When my husband told me that he had a couple of missed calls… Read more Why Don’t You Just Leave Me Alone!
Today was going good; a typical workday but good nonetheless. Nothing out of the ordinary until….. I was heading to… Read more I Can’t Seem to Understand Why….
I always dread Mondays. Two days off work and have to go back to see what the weekend people… Read more Emotional Rollercoaster
I love how I can simply talk about my past in counseling and my counselor can analyze and make sense… Read more History of Betrayal by Family
Today I was continuing to read this book called Healing from the Trauma of Childhood Sexual Abuse which was written by Karen… Read more Bothered by Symptoms of Childhood Sexual Abuse
During counseling I realized that everything my parents’ ever gave or were going to give me had a condition attached.… Read more Conditional Love Hurts….
Ever since my mom told me that I told her about my oldest brother touching me inappropriately I loathe the… Read more Just Couldn’t Take the Re-victimization Anymore